“The More Earnest Prayer of Christ”

A Poem by Scott Cairns

Mockingbird / 4.1.21

From Scott Cairns’ book of poetry, Recovered Body:

and being in an agony he prayed more earnestly … Luke 22:44

His last prayer in the garden began, as most
of his prayers began — in earnest, certainly,
but not without distinction, an habitual … what?

Distance? Well, yes, a sort of distance, or a mute
remove from the genuine distress he witnessed
in the endlessly grasping hands of multitudes

and often enough, in his own embarrassing
circle of intimates. Even now, he could see
these where they slept, sprawled upon their robes or wrapped

among the arching olive trees. Still, something new,
unlikely, uncanny was commencing as he spoke.
As the divine in him contracted to an ache,

A throbbing in the throat, his vision blurred, his voice
grew thick and unfamiliar, his prayer — just before
it fell to silence — became uniquely earnest.

And in that moment — perhaps because it was so
new — he saw something, had his first taste of what
he would become, first pure taste of the body, and the blood.

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COMMENTS


5 responses to ““The More Earnest Prayer of Christ””

  1. Scott Cairns says:

    Would you please correct the first line of the last stanza of my poem to read “And in that moment,” changing “the” to “that”? Thanks

  2. […] also, “The Most Ernest Prayer of Christ,” “About That Random Naked Guy in Mark’s Gospel,” and “The Empty Halo […]

  3. Elizabeth Cosgriff says:

    This is wonderful, thank you.

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